well I'm back. . .if that's good, I don't know. I wanna tell someone somethng but at the ame time I am afraid of what they will say. Well they hate me? Yell at me?agnolage me? Or just think i'm doing it for people to notice me? heh I sound like canada right now don't I? But I just can't find the right time to do it. I'm leaveing for tennessee sunday morning so that wouldn't be goo to tell them at christmas. Maybe when we get back. That way evenyone will see me happy and I won't give my grandmother a heart attack. I want to get better but I just can't say it to her. I'm hopelessly lost. SOS. attion center stage we've got a ______ star. A tragic case, no more then a hopeless life. SOS. . please?